A number of years back we had a house fire. It destroyed
everything. Later I came to learn that those items most missed
were the photographs of Mary Ann and the boys and me across a
lifetime together. A few days after the fire, settling into
temporary quarters where we would live for 4 years while our new
house was being built, I started writing. I later realized that
I was replacing my destroyed photographs with words, the only
way I could imagine reconstructing the images of our lives
together. Several years later a small portion of my original
manuscript found its way into a book that has now been
published. My purpose with this (current) writing is not to
promote the book, which is only so-so to me when I look back
over all the stuff I have written. But it's something I did
and it was somewhat creative and I drew great pleasure throwing
a few words on paper each day that carried me back over the years.
As part of the process of pulling my stories, our small history
that I was writing, the publisher asked me about photographs. My
answer was obvious: there were none. But I got to thinking about
the issue of pictures and mentioned it to a number of friends
that had shared Baja California with us over the decades
we\u2019ve been going there, Bahia de Los Angeles more than most
other places. Pictures began to surface; family and friends had
copies of prints made that went from the present back into the
early '60's when we first started exploring
Baja's central and southern arid deserts and raw torturous
mountains. It was touching that our friends had so many memories
that we shared. It's something you don't stop to think
about on a normal basis but we did with the sudden destruction
and need had arisen from the fire.
I began collecting and organizing the assemblage of photographs
we were receiving. I needed one or two for the book and then
only for the cover and back panels. I now had hundreds. But I
had an idea.
I called a professional photographer and we sat down to discuss
the presentation of the images. My concept was to create a large
collage and frame it. But that did no justice to the pictures
that were most important to me. So I decided to enlarge a number
of the prints to 8x10 and frame them as well. By the time I was
done and had received the new photographs, bought frames and
mattes for each of them not only did I have a substantial
investment in my memories but I also needed a wall that was
large enough to hang what turned out to be at least a hundred
square feet of photographs. After I had finished the last frame
I laid the pictures on our king bed and the surrounding
nightstands, etc just to see what the assemblage was going to do
with itself. It had become an independent entity without my
knowing it.
I wrapped them all in newspaper today, this afternoon, and
placed them in large plastic boxes to protect them on the drive
down Mexico 1 to the bay. Mary Ann and I have been trying to
decide where they will fit in our Mexican house - most of
the wallspace is already covered with tapestries, Mexican plates
each painted with their own story, and other pictures. The
location there is not of particular importance to me as long as
they are in what is a meaningful location. I'm thinking the bedroom.
The bedroom might seem like a strange place to put a wall full
of family pictures.
But when I think of it what better place? With sunup comes a
slight breeze that puffs the curtains through open doors into
the house. A new day stirs. In the often gentle, occasionally
fierce light that penetrates the early mornings in the bay I can
lay gently waking in our bed and listen to the movements and
rhythms of air and sea, the seabirds - gulls, pelicans, boobies
and terns - the whales and dolphins blowing just off shore. With
our new photographs mounted on our bedroom walls, I can lay and
reflect, just before the tranquil voices of neighbors on an
early morning walk along the shore and before the heat of the
day has struck, about the times of my family.
All of our hearts are in Baja.